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Friday, November 7, 2008

雕栏玉砌应犹在,只是朱颜改

春花秋月何时了,往事知多少
小楼昨夜又东风,故国不堪回首月明中
雕栏玉砌应犹在,只是朱颜改
问君能有几多愁,恰似一江春水向东流

Found this chinese poem I used to recite during my JC days when I took up literature. It reminds me of the grief and irreversibles I had done.

Looking @ the mess I'm in and over the past... I'm can't be saying I'm ok. I feel like I screwed up my fucking life, in small ways and unimaginably big ones. God damn it! When will all these shit ever end? Arrrgghhh
Pop 2 valium 15 with couple of beers last night before sleep. Was feeling slightly better tiz morning and now terrible. Yvonne was asking me out for a drink. Damn lazy me... I didn't have the motivation to leave my room. I realise with the current stress and financial weather, I have totally no mood to go clubbing.
Sometimes I realise care too much. Nowadays I suddenly lost interest. In fact the only thing I care about is the fact that I dun care anymore. Isn't that a scary thought? I can't really give a fuck to thing no more. Life still goes on. The only disappointment is that I still get to wake up. Why m I still alive?
Its kind of ironic when some people really treasure their life. Some have cancer or terminal diseases and their fight to survive every other minute is admirable. Some who died of accidental death are with regrets that they dun even get to bid farewell to their loved ones or take care of them no more. For me... its just relief.

Oh well many will condemn me as the ungrateful kind. Yeah right. Maybe they dunno what its like in my shoes. Everyone leads a different life all together. Some are better off dead if life is too agonising. I'm that breed.

Anyway only thing I'm looking forward to is the new SE C905 out soon. Technically its out in s'pore but only available through Sony direct outlets. Neither Singtel nor Starhub have launched them yet. Interesting part the SE X1 Xperia is out tmr as well. There is a Singtel booth doing roadshow on the X1 right infront of the starhub shop @ plaza Sing, which coincidentally is also launching the same gadget.





Features
OS Microsoft Windows Mobile 6.1 Professional
Messaging SMS, MMS, Email, Push email, IM
Browser WAP 2.0/HTML (IE), RSS feeds
Colors Solid Black, Steel Silver
Camera 3.15 MP, 2048x1536 pixels, autofocus, video(VGA@30fps), flash; secondary videocall camera

Built-in GPS receiver- A-GPS function- Java MIDP 2.0- FM radio with RDS- MP3/AAC/MPEG4 player- 3.5 mm audio jack- Pocket Office (Word, Excel, PowerPoint, OneNote, PDF viewer)- TrackID music recognition- Picture editor/blogging - Organiser- T9- Built-in handsfree- Voice memo/dial


High megapixel count is the rage these days and Sony Ericsson C905 is adding fuel to the fire. The first 8 megapixel from Sony with WIFI and A-GPS comes with geotagging, Smart Contrast, face detection, and xenon flash, the elaborate camera-centric outfit hides the extra sweet Wi-Fi, GPS and turn-by-turn voice guided navigation.

The Cyber-shot squad has its trustworthy captain and its job is to keep spirits high in the face of cut-throat competition by Samsung and LG. Is it just us, or isn't Nokia missing quite some action here? Nokia N96 is a joke of the town with that ridiculous price for a pure 5 MP and no differentiators from her predecessor N95. Moreover, N96 which packs more memory in built up to 16G is still running on the same old processor. What does that mean to us? Handphone hanging 5 times a day, long loading time and unbelievably poor responsiveness.

With my rewards points redemption, I have got $150 vouchers on top of the renewal $300 vouchers for my contract. Had asked Sony whats the retail now... $968! Presuming with contract, its around $698, that means I will have to redeem more vouchers from my reward points. Anyway I have too many to clear anyway. They just make me some stupid platinum Starhub customer... what a joke! Except for the $500 vouchers they assure me each year with free starhub valued added services/downloads and getting a priority queue at retail stores, I totally can't see any value at all. Its not like my signature UOB which gives me my St James VIP or my Citibank Premier Miles that gives me priority VIP membership at all international airports to lounges and extra Kris flyer points. Talking about credit cards... DBS called to offer me their black card, saying its for VIP customers. What a joke! The cold caller didnt even know the benefits of the card and wanted to sell me 5 years free annual fee Black card. No gifts, No special privileges , nothing but waiver of annual fee thats all. All cards are waived off annual fees these days anyway. Only suckers pay.

Damn! Cant wait for the Sony C905 to be out in stores... My hands are itchy for the 8MP camera fone!. Currently my W880 is pretty much a clean cut, simple to use walkman phone. Lightweight, slim and practical. Only shortcoming is the camera. With the c905, most of my needs will be complete. Although it may not have a walkman function installed, the sound quality should not be far off. The only difference is the user interface for mp3 functions are slightly more straight forward... meaning no playlists... here are some previews! Can't wait for both to be ready!!! Arrggggh! My W880i having some problems lately... Hope I can tahan till then, 2-3 weeks time!







Features
Messaging SMS, MMS, Email, Instant Messaging
Browser WAP 2.0/HTML (NetFront), RSS reader
Colors Night Black, Ice Silver, Copper Gold
Camera 8 MP, 3264x2448 pixels, autofocus, face detection, smart contrast, video(QVGA 30fps), xenon flash
Built-in GPS receiver- A-GPS function- Google maps- Wayfinder Navigator 7- Camera images geo-tagging- Java MIDP 2.0- FM radio with RDS- MP3/AAC/MPEG4 player- TrackID music recognition- Picture editor/blogging - TV out- Organiser- Built-in handsfree- Voice memo/dial- T9

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